A Little

To be or not to be mad?
Is it me or is there really something wrong? Am I over reacting or do I have the right to be mad at him? I don't know. I'm confused.

My sister and my bestfriend told me that I have the right to be upset. I know that there would come a time in a relationship where the boy/girl takes the other for granted. But less than a month? I think that's too soon. He has the tendency to make me feel not so important in the past - when we were just friends. But now, it's different! I'm his girlfriend and he now has the responsibilities. Damn! I hate the feeling of fighting to get his time and attention. Is he the only person that's busy?

On the contrary, my close guy friend told me that I'm over reacting. Well, he didn't give me the specific reason but I guess what he meant was to just take it easy and not to mind every little mistake he does.

He knows that I'm upset at him but he doesn't care to ask for the reason. He talks to me as if nothing happened. I feel guilty. Guilty of not talking to him properly.

I just want us to have a time to talk. Eventhough we meet everyday at work, we don't really have the time to talk. We chat a little, text a little, talk while eating a little... everything is a little! I'm feeling that I'm important to him... a little!

ThankYou!! (^.^)

Secrets are secrets... but they can't just stay on my mouth. What happens if the secret that you want to shout to the world is so... hmmm... can't give the term.. basta... so chaka! Something that a normal person would have a "huwaaaatt???" reaction.

It's really a good thing to have a friend that won't judge you for whatever action you did - be it good or bad. A friend that is open-minded; or should I say liberated? hehehe...

Talking about some mature stuffs is not that easy. We always make fun of it and play with the terms but it's really different kung may action na! hehe.. It's only like 4 months since we became good friends but I've already shared the secret of all the secrets... no regret and oh so comfy! (daw napkin!haha!)

Thank you! Mwaaaaaaaaaaaah!

UrbanDictionary.com

Looks fun :)

1. Your name?
>>> JOANNA
A sexy girl that makes the world smile
If you are friends with a Joanna, count yourself lucky. They are truely the nicest people you will ever meet.

*ehemmm ehemmm... "nice" na, "sexy" pa! i love urban dictionary nah! LOL

2. Your age?
>>> 21
The magical age where it is legally ok to get incredibly drunk. At this time, a young adult spends most of his free time consuming vast amounts of alcohol in a variety of forms, saying that they're "making up for lost years."

3. One of your friends?
>>> PAZ
the most awesome human being in the entire world. gold spills from her mouth when she speaks, flowers bloom where she walks and animals follow her wherever she goes. also a ho fo' sho

* hala! most awsome?? gold spills gd ya?? a gold-pot of chismis spills gd ya eh! haha!

4. What should you be doing?
>>> MONITORING
= A person that spends countless hours infront of the computer, and not meeting his friends, so as to become at one with the computer.

5. Favorite color?
>>> PINK
slang reference to the vagina

* Hahahaha!

6. Hometown?
>>> BACOLOD
A city in the Philippines, about an hour's flight south of the capital,Manila.
Home to lots of beautiful women & friendly people. The climate there is less humid and a lot more comfortable than Manila.
Unfortunately it also has the dubious distinction of the only Philippine city that repeatedly elects a fudgepacking mayor.

7. Month of your birthday?
>>> FEBRUARY
People born in February are without a doubt the Cutest, Smartest, and Funniest set of people
The month that gives women the best excuse to ask for expensive jewlery. This is also the best month for men to find something to give to women so they get a blow job without guilt.

8. Last person you talked to?
>>> JANE
meaning lust, and also is a LITTLE hot sexy horny person that loves the phrase "just do it"

* i love this one Jane... very Jane! LOL!

9. Where are you right now?
>>> OFFICE
a succesful mans fort

10. Your nickname?
>>> JO
Girls with this name tend to know where they are going in life. They love to have fun, but are always looking ahead at their goal. She knows what she wants, and she knows exactly how she is going to get it.

My List of 25

Inspired by Janey (again?? lol), I'll have my very own list of 25. Let's see if I'm good on this.

1. I am very forgetful. I can tell you a story, breathe for a while, and then waaaaapak! I'll completely forget about it. There's also this time when I made a scene at a restaurant. I thought my coin purse was missing; I was kinda panicking and was looking everywhere with people staring at me. Then my sister managed to go beside me and whispered that I have my purse ringed on my finger. With that said, I silently went out the restaurant with my mother and sister following me. How embarrassing!!!
2. I can sleep 18hrs straight and can go to work with no sleep (32hrs awake!!). Maybe this is the reason why I'm so forgetful? hihihi.
3. I love pink! On my 21st birthday, I tried changing my favorite color to green. It was really hard; so, I returned to my all-time favorite, P-I-N-K!
4. I'm addicted to One Piece - a Japanese manga. I've watched and read the series. I'm currently on episode 493 (started from episode 1 - without jumping over the episodes)
5. I also love watching Koreanovelas and Chinovelas (hopeless romantic??? lolz). I loved Meteor Garden I, Full House and Coffee Prince the most!
6. My siblings make fun of me when I'm sleeping. They would always talk to me because I talk back - with or without sense!hehehe.
7. My family finds it difficult to wake me up; but, tell me a chismis, I'll be up in no time!
8. I love wearing short shorts. "sin-o ang d katulog kung makita akon legs?" raaar!
9. I got my first boyfriend at 21 (not bad ei??). Name? Erwin. Serious? OF KORZ!
10. First kiss... hehe... had it in an expected time and place.
11. My sister knows all my secret... all of it!
12. I eat a lot at home. I eat 4-5 times on a normal day. When I'm sad or troubled, I eat more!
13. I always have painful menstruation. I cry. I vomit. I even fainted. Mama makes the sign of the cross on my tummy... funny... but it works!
14. I love children and respect elders. I'm easily attracted to guys with the same attitude. Weeeeee!
15. I give food instead of money to street children. Sometimes, I bring them to a place where I can buy food for them.
16. My favorite number is 16!
17. I am very optimistic. Your eyes won't hurt if you look at the brighter side of life. *wink!*
18. I believe in the description of my zodiac sign. Aquarius: Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. (not sure of the great kisser part yet. hahaha!)
19. I love quotes. Well I can't remember all of them word-for-word but I make sure I apply it in my life.
20. My mama is my lucky charm.
21. My little brother, Marlon, saved my life because of his cry.
22. 22... March 22 is Erwin and my "lucky day". xoxo!
23. I'm afraid of the dark. I cry when I wake up and there's no light.
24. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. And, today is a gift. >>"kung fu panda"
25. I cry. I laugh. I shout. I sing and dance. I love. Make love??? hmmm.. not yet!!!... hehehe... I want to live my life to the fullest! I may fall from time to time... but who cares? I can always stand up and continue my journey. Aja!!!

At last! I made it!... hahaha...

My Very First! (^.^)

April 11 - my 1st time to write a blog! I soooooo love it! Inspired by Janey, I now have my own blogspot!

I actually don't know what to write. I am not the type of girl who would usually put her thoughts in writings. But as what Janey said, this is a way for me to express myself. A way to relax... a therapy! Maybe she's right. I have this feeling of excitement. Thanks Janey!

More posts to come! mwah!